The patient complained about not having enough time for himself, being stressed and not doing what he really wants to do. His main goal was to stop smoking.

Going deeper into his story we came to an interesting experience:

“Not able to relate to anyone else, lonely…like a black hole, and maybe that. Self implosion maybe…kschzooom and then that’s it: a tiny black speck left. I have always been fascinated with antimatter.

Disappearing up your own ass, bailing out of humanity, not with a bang, just with a pfffft.

Compression into nothing.”

After getting the remedy Positronium – antimatter- he reported to have stopped smoking and to be more focussed and less distracted as well as more productive during the day.

“Now I do it my way, design my own things rather then compromise for liason with manufactory. Before it was imposed on me. That was what annnoyed me.”

This was a case of intense migraines, felt like an unbearable attack which came on every morning for many weeks. These migraines were triggered by a situation in the patient’s life. But what came up with it was an old grief about the loss of her mother when she was a child which she never really had come to terms with.

“Her behaviour was a shock, shocking…

I wanted to… felt responsible to somehow manage the situation.

Felt lonely, on my own, kind of craving for help but still helpless. Nobody there.

…the grief was kept under the blanket. It was too much to look at. It took long time to really realise that mum is not here any more.”

After receiving Ignatia, a well known remedy for grief, but also from a plant remedy where shock and disappointment are the main sensations, the Migraines which had bothered her so long completely disappeared in just a few days.

In his story the person spoke a lot of feelings of being surprised and shocked by things happening to him.

“It’s a mental blockage, something that could be painful. You even need to be more on your guard and protecting yourself from it, so it doesn’t happen. Then I start consuming alcohol to forget.  It is not going away, it stays with you, it goes in circles and I think in circles over and over and over again.

It’s a never ending ride which pulls you apart and rips you apart.

You are shocked about yourself: What have you done.  Longing for the moment when this experience is over and it takes so long to digest. Deep deep disappointment of something that has happened.”

What the patient was describing here is a sensation of a particular plant family and he got the remedy Gelsemium which helped him very much with his self confidence from the beginning. After the second dose of Gelsemium 1M he finally sent the text: Stopped smoking!

This patient came with low energy, inability to focus as if cotton wool in her brain and loss of her ability to connect: “…feel sad and low and there is a treasure chest and there are all these nice bright things and I am not allowed to access them, to touch them, it is not open to me and it used to be there and is not anymore… feel curled up and try all the time…try to be happy and laugh or smile and see funny things, try to connect with others.”

After getting her remedy, Adamas (diamond dust), she felt more clear, more decisive and more able to connect. Her forgetfulness improved and she felt finally able to do her job with great confidence. All her physical complaints, like hot flushes, lack of energy and pain diminishes and disappeared over the next months.